And yet, this 'fast' from the Eucharistic Sacrifice gives me pause to think about the Mass and the one Victim whose one sacrifice is offered up for our salvation in each and every Mass. It gives me space to consider the Eucharist and its signs and actions which I can take for granted. And three liturgical actions which pertain to the diaconal ministry strike me today as we focus on the Lord's Passion.
After proclaiming the Gospel at Mass each day, I kiss the text and whisper: "May the words of the Gospel wipe away our sins". This prayer is a reminder that Christ, the living Word who speaks to us in the words of the Gospels, saves us from sin. The Gospel has a power to transform our lives if its words take flesh in our lives, so that the Word of God, Christ himself, lives in us. And the deacon who kisses the sacred text is being judged by the Word, because he was told at his ordination to herald the Gospel, and to "believe what you read, teach what you believe, and practise what you teach". On one level, the kiss is an expression of my embrace of this task, and my love for the Word. But sometimes when I kiss the Gospels, I become conscious of my sinfulness and unworthiness, and the image of Judas kissing the Lord comes to mind (see Mt 26:49). The Lord's words spoken to his apostles, to those he commissioned to herald the Gospel, are also recalled: "The spirit indeed is willing but the flesh is weak" (Mt 26:41). And so, we are taken to Gethsemane at this point of the Mass.

So, both instances - kissing the Gospel and drinking from the chalice - bring me to a point of self-examination and judgement. And perhaps this too is what the aliturgical space of Good Friday is for.
However, a third diaconal action completes the picture lest we be unduly anxious. When I prepare the chalice during Mass, I mix some water with wine, and say: "By the mystery of this water and wine may we come to share in the divinity of Christ who humbled himself to share in our humanity". And so, I am reminded that we are saved not by our own efforts but by the Incarnation for "God sent the Son into the world, not to condemn the world, but that the world might be saved through him" (Jn 3:17).
That is, we are saved by the grace and mercy of God revealed in Christ crucified. So, today's second reading exhorts us to "confidently approach the throne of grace to receive mercy and to find grace for timely help" (Heb 4:16). The Cross is that throne of grace and mercy, and hanging there is our Judge who is able "to sympathize with our weaknesses ... one who has similarly been tested in every way, yet without sin" (Heb 4:15). Therefore, today let us confidently approach the Cross, and kiss it as a sign that we believe that we do receive from Christ our merciful Judge all the grace and help we need. St John says: "He who believes in him is not condemned" (Jn 3:17). Hence we do believe, and we profess in every Mass, that Jesus heals our weaknesses, that his grace strengthens us in times of suffering and temptation, and that Christ will raise us from the death of sin and betrayal to the new and eternal life of Easter.

A very helpful mediatation
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